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Wednesday, November 25, 2015
Welcome to the World! OUT Now!! Three New Holiday Books by Pablo Michaels @pablomichaels1 ~ Release Blitz
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Thursday, June 11, 2015
Affairs of Men's Hearts by Pablo Michaels @pablomichaels1 ~ Release Blitz and Reviews
Affairs of Men's Hearts
by
Pablo Michaels
@pablomichaels1
from
Yellow Silk Dreams Publishing
Released June 2015
from
Yellow Silk Dreams Publishing
Released June 2015
Today I have the distinct honor and pleasure of featuring my friend, a very special author, a peer, a co-author at Yellow Silk Dreams Publishing, a confident, advisor and my brother-from-another-mother, Pablo Michaels, to my 'house' to share his latest release. I love this book and was privileged that Pablo asked me to read and review his latest, most intimate work. Let's have a peek inside this wonderful book.
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Blurb:
These are four stories linked together by the common thread
of men striving to love other men. From the playful, anxious times of young men’s infatuations with high school
buddies in Growing Up in My Hometown and Then and Now, to experimenting with other men who share the same
fantasies of having sex with another man fueled by that strong testosterone
driven urge to explore each other’s bodies intimately, as in The Slumber Party. Seeking a commitment is the common goal with
each character in each story. In Pagan
Knights of Cambria, the main character strives to find that inner peace
forging him ahead to build on the relationship he has with his long-term
companion.
The question always arises, “Will he always love me?”
By
There is a depth of feeling throughout the entertaining
stories in this book that is woven
through and between them that ties all of these stories
together in a very compelling and thought-provoking way. I loved this
book.
The collection of stories read more like a biography than
fiction.
The sensitivity, understanding and soul-searching
questioning, the search for sympathetic self-acceptance, and love is wrenching.
Each story reads with an undeniable humanity
and could well reflect the stages of personal
growth in a man-loving-man’s love life.
I found it charming, well-paced, beautifully written and
engaging.
A tender retrospective from a gay middle-aged man’s hard
fought pursuit of the
ever illusive happiness.
Excerpt from Then and Now
After failing at finding love with other men for many years, I found a comfortable, more content life; attaining a sustained love with Timothy. I reflected on the many times I fell in love as a young man. The memories were more like sentimental journeys. But I also remembered the excessive pain. I wondered what it would’ve been like if I had found lasting love earlier in life with my devoted Timothy.
Like a fallen leaf from a stately tree, Timothy dropped into my burrowed bed, enabling me to mend my disabled ways in love and rekindling the passionate fire of sexuality. We built our love on trust, honesty, and a bond of camaraderie where we rejoiced in fun. We acted out our sexual fantasies we’d both kept suppressed for too many years.
Timothy was a late bloomer- disguising his sexual orientation in a heterosexual relationship and raising a family. As for me, I looked for love in the most forced situations in places most people would never go. I was bent on abusive anonymity in bars like the Capri, Stud, and Toad Hall, bathrooms and glory holes like those at Harmon Gym in Berkeley, the beaches at San Gregorio and Devil’s Slide, and the bushes in parks, like Alta Plaza and Buena Vista. I sought romantic love in the wrong places, receiving instant gratification, and then becoming lost in disappointing loneliness. If only I‘d found love with a man like Timothy in my youth. Why did I, as do so many young men, look for love with each other, so cruelly blind?
Looking back, my sexual urges soared in high school to heights I could barely comprehend.
At seventeen I lived life like I expected; attempting to date the prettiest, most intelligent girls in school. But my real intentions were bent on impressing the guys I desired. Dating these girls made me cool and suave. Then I could be the best buddy of the guys I worshipped. I made a few of them more than best of friends. Feeling challenged by my peers, I dated younger girls to seek the friendship with the boys surrounding them. I dated Shelley, who became bait for building a friendship with a boy she knew. He stimulated my libido. Sadly, I could only enjoy him in my fantasies, alone.
I was, mistakenly enrolled in eighth period in gym, the session reserved for boys on sports teams. When showering, I tried to conceal my new, youthful growth of my chest hair. Most of the guys were smooth-chested, including the older seniors. In gym one day, I befriended Barry. He resembled a young Robert Redford. I smelled his scent afar, not recognizing those arousing male hormones until I became an older, more experienced gay man. He was two years younger, and the star quarterback on the junior varsity football team. I secretly spied on him when we showered, dressed and undressed, inhaling and languishing in his masculine perfume.
One day he confided his romantic interest in another girl, Sue. She was friends with Shelley my current girlfriend. Barry and I met for lunch every chance we had, sharing our romantic pursuits.
Not athletically inclined, I wondered why he wanted to share these intimate stories with me. I assumed he’d rather associate with jocks, than me, as a student enrolled in an advanced academic program. Most friends and acquaintances were quick to categorize me. “You’re so smart; you’re a brain.” That usually implied social ostracism. But Barry admired my intellect, not ridiculing my sole achievement. He made my fantasies leap to voracious heights when we sat together.
Kids in high school attended varsity football games but rarely watched junior varsity. My unwavering intrigue with Barry convinced me to observe the junior varsity practices and games. He was pleased by my attendance.
After football season came to an end and living in close proximity, we walked home together. While walking one day, Barry requested my help to write a poem for Sue, one with romantic flair.
I shared books of literature from the Romantic period, like the works of Emerson, Thoreau, Wordsworth, Shelley, and Poe. Their poetry flowed through my veins, motivating me to create a closer, dangerous relationship with Barry. Late each afternoon, after walking home, we spent time in his bedroom writing poetry while my frustrated desires swelled inside. At times I wished I was able to express, I love you. I want you more of you. Can’t you feel it too?
Many of those afternoons, while composing poetry, he looked at me with those clear, sparkling blue eyes, asking me to respond to his inspiration. When I hoped he’d utter a phrase of affection or attraction, he asked, “Do you think this is too flowery?”
Befuddled I replied, “No but look closer at one of the poems we read. I think it was Byron’s.” While he reread the poem, I studied the masculine bone structure of his face until felt my dick rising beneath the denim of my Levis.
After spending afternoons with Barry, l lay in bed at night imagining his presence. My penis was hard and aroused. Closing my eyes, I imagined his sun bleached, blond tipped brown hair, and his powder blue eyes lighting up the sky like Fourth of July sparklers. I envisioned his well-toned body, his chiseled chest covered with sprouts of darker brown hair, firm buns forming half-moons spotted sparsely with short brown hair, and then his cock. I couldn’t control my visualizations and fantasies any longer. I masturbated, hoping the reality of us making love would be realized and soon.
Lying on my bed, content, I wished he was next to me
snuggling his head on my chest and wrapping his legs around my waist. “If we were
free enough, we would be happy. I yearn to be close to you. You’re my constant
obsession. Do you feel that way about me?” I whispered these words, hoping he
was reciprocating similar words while in his own bed.
When spring’s days lengthened into summer vacation, I
acquired my driver’s license. I used one of the family’s cars, so we could
double date with our girlfriends. But those nights were politely tame. When we
went to the drive-in movies, Shelley was in the front with me, while Barry and
Sue nestled into the backseat. We pursued the usual petting and foreplay
conservatively. Occasionally, my eyes drifted back to Barry. His eyes alertly
open. He glanced at me, the sparkle of romance glimmering at me. Then he
winked, making me feel extra special.
By
This very enjoyable collection of stories is a chronicle
of growth and
love in a gay man’s life from high school to middle age. The
author is articulate and
a skilled wordsmith. From Growing Up in My Hometown,
not knowing where a
flowering sexual identity might lead, to Pagan Knights,
where years of anguished sexual experiences finally deliver a forever love,
this author describes the challenges of a gay man’s agonized anonymity and
self-doubt touchingly. He lays bare the road to happiness and a fulfilling life
in love with clarity,
compassion, understanding and humanity. For those that
strive for little more than
love and partner passion, the price is greater than
most of us would ever know.
You will find this book powerful yet touchingly
thoughtful with an artistic simplicity and compassion. I loved this book and
gladly recommend it with 5-star enthusiasm.
About the Author:
Pablo Michaels disguised himself as a shy, friendly
heterosexual during his adolescence, fantasizing other males. Falling in love
with another man his first year in college, he followed him to another
university to maintain their platonic love, while he continued in his in
studies. When he had his first sexual encounter with another man, just before
He wrote poetry and stories since third grade. When he turned twenty-one, he moved to San Francisco to work and write, experiencing more of gay life. In the 1980's he wrote every chance he had, trying and failing miserably at publishing mainstream fiction. He published his first story in 1986 in a literary magazine.
After writing plays, short stories, poetry,and two novels, he began writing gay genre stories, since he had more knowledge and experience with gay lifestyle. Trying to publish, he went to a library seminar hosted by two published authors. Inspired by the gay writer, Scott Kemble he connected with him on the internet site for The San Francisco Bay Area Literary Arts Newsletter and Review, which published four of Pablo's short stories.
Feverously writing since 2004, he published his first e-book,"Pagan Knights of Cambria"with Life of Riley Productions in London. Soon a mainstream story, "When Johnny Comes Marching Home Again Hooray", published also. In 2012 Pablo self-published his first novel, "Catnip, Rosemary, Rage and Time", combining mystery and humor in a gay, erotic romance. He continues to write more episodes in his next novel, The Deer in the Forest The plot spreads over several decades, about a man's attempts to adapt to the world he lives, all with love, heartache, history and survival at no cost.
Favorite Reading:
Catcher in the Rye, The Odyssey, The Man Who Fell in Love with the Moon, Bent, The Fifth of July, The Stranger, The Thin
Author Links:
By
I was blown away by this book. It drew me in of the life of a man and how he dealt with society of coming out as a gay man. I loved how Pablo entwined these characters and made them come off the page.
I could feel my own emotions coming forward while I read the book.
My heart ached and yet jumped with happiness as the emotions flowed through the book.
The ups and downs of the main character and of the time period as well as trying to be accepted when so many people looked down upon those who are gay.
I give Pablo 5 stars because this drew me in and I could relate in a way of trying to be accepted
and wanted, and loved. I was kept hooked the entire time I read this amazing book,
and never once did I feel like I was left wondering as there was always more to read.
By the way I loved the main characters little dog. ;-)
Pablo did an amazing job bringing together a life and adventure of a man that struggled with his feelings of being gay. I highly suggest people to read this. They will not be disappointed.
The detail through out as I have mentioned made everything so clear and real to me as I read through.
High 5's all around.
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Tuesday, April 14, 2015
The Para-Portage of Emily ~ Another 5 Star Review from @pablomichaels1
The Para-Portage of Emily
by
Muffy Wilson
Emily
Macque, a young, beautiful junior partner in her father’s law firm, is but a
heartbeat away from love or destiny. Duty brings Emily to a frozen Island estate
two hundred and fifty miles north of Chicago. Devotion requires she delve into
the property history to settle an estate probate. Death lures her into the arms
of the shadows seduction created by the flickering light and dark shadows.
What flames
the timeless passions spanning the decades? Love, desire or obsession?
Colin
Jorgenson, once a Great Lakes mariner, is a strong man haunted by love and loss.
How long will he return each night, gripped by desire, hoping to find the woman
he has loved for a century?
Beneath
the pristine Island beauty, passions hungered, lingered in the ardent darkness.
His passions, fueled by decades of loneliness and longing, could no longer be
denied. Will they face eternity together or love in secret as dark things are
to be loved between the shadows and the soul?
The Review
Muffy Wilson has brought a whole
new meaning to sensual and spiritual romance in her newest book, The
Para-Portage of Emily. She brings the reader to a new depth in participation in
her story by rousing our all senses, and thrusting us into the sixth dimension
of a spiritual love through her main character, Emily, who experiences the
tragic, mysterious love of Colin and Amalya. Muffy weaves her hypnotic words
into descriptions that seduce you to smell, taste, hear, and touch everything
her words describe, making the reader a direct participant in the story and
enabling you to feel the love Emily has for Colin and Amalya.
I was drawn to Emily’s character immediately. Her character is built as a strong willed, disciplined law partner with her father in Chicago and has a recently diagnosed heart condition, leaving her little time for love. Throughout the story I felt Emily was a lonely woman who was seduced by Colin and his magnetic masculine personality, who devoted his life and all his love to his wife, Amalya, even though they have been dead for decades.
His love
continued on in time in Uncle John’s estate, perhaps waiting for Emily’s
arrival from Chicago, to the dock on Lake Michigan to the Island where Emily goes to
process the legal work of her deceased Uncle’s estate, a mystery and cold
winter’s frozen vice take control of Emily, who suspects she will never leave
the Island again. She succumbs to the friendliness of the people who live on
the island year round, and discovers most of them are cousins and know
everything about who lives there. But still unknown mysteries about Uncle John,
the estate and the original owner, Colin, draw her into a web of complicated
and powerfully tragic love relationships. Emily becomes trapped in a once in a
lifetime love experience, with no return, to fulfill Colin’s wish to love
Amalya again.
Once you are given the introductory explanations of Emily’s trip to the Island, the setting and her personality, you cannot stop reading this torrid love affair that Emily pursues. I absolutely recommend this book for those readers who love romance. ~ By Pablo Michaels
Be sure and stop by Pablo Michaels Blog and read some of his wonderful work here. Pablo has a new release too which you can buy on Amazon.
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Tuesday, February 17, 2015
Blood, Sweat, & Black Leather by Pablo Michaels ~ Release Blitz
~ OUT NOW ~
A M/M Gay Paranormal Romance
by
Pablo Michaels
@pablomichaels1
Blurb:
Damien Lieberman has moved back to his parent’s house after
they were killed in an automobile accident. A rare typhoon is poised to strike
the San Francisco Bay Area on All Hallow’s Eve. Damien wants to return to the
city to rekindle his relationship with David Wilder after breaking their vow of
monogamy, but Damien has lost his job. After continuous rejections from David,
Damien seeks love with a new man, futilely, while gay men are dying from a new
disease, AIDS.
While Damien observes the approaching storm from the terrace
of the house, dwelling on his past failures and current woes, a man, from
Damien’s past, balances magically on the railing of the fence and jumps to the
deck next to Damien. He recognizes this stranger as a man he pursued, while
David was building a new relationship with another man. It was Gabriel.
Overwhelmed with his youthful beauty and strength for a man equal in age to
himself, Damien fails to notice – Gabriel Tivoli’s paranormal powers. Damien
has not only lost his youthful physical appearance but he has lost optimism and
his "Peter Pan" personality, something Gabriel loved when they first
met.
Gabriel promises to restore Damien’s youth, beauty and love
eternally, if he promises to love him in return. When Gabriel asks Damien to
meet him in the nearby cemetery at midnight on Halloween, Damien sees Gabriel
as his new chance at love. But will the aging gay man attempt to restore his
relationship with David? Or will he have faith in Gabriel Tivoli? Will he
discover the meaning of the living dead? Will he abuse his paranormal powers
and be sentenced to death by the elders?
Released ~ January 2015
Author Bio:
Although in his 60's, Pablo has the energy of a 35 year old
man. Writing is a major part of Pablo's life.
Pablo went to many colleges and had 10 majors until he
graduated with a Bachelors Degree. He furthered his studies in city colleges
and state universities, emphasizing fiction writing and landscape design. Pablo
lives with his husband of sixteen years on a country street in the middle of
the urban metropolis, the San Francisco Bay Area. For twenty years Pablo worked
and played in San Francisco, furthering the development for culture and
Pablo retired from gardening and landscaping to devote his
energy to write fiction. As a gay man I wish to promote my writing in the
fictional, gay genre to help others understand the necessity for equal rights
for LGBT people and comprehend that love between a man and a man, people of the
same sex, is as natural as love between a man and a woman. Throughout my
lifetime I have experienced the long battle of achieving acceptance. I have
searched for a committed relationship with another man. I have loved my partner
for eighteen years. We were married legally in front of Harvey Milk's bust in
the rotunda of San Francisco City Hall by a judge, in 2008. Although our marriage
remained legal after the passage of Proposition 8, we continued to work to
repeal DOMA and Prop. 8. Throughout my life I have attempted to live and
practice peace as a process for living.
Favorite Books:
Catcher in the Rye, The Odyssey, The Man Who Fell in Love
with the Moon, Bent, The Fifth of July, The Stranger, The Thin
Find Pablo:
Twitter: https://twitter.com/pablomichaels1
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